The life that I in vision for my self is not the one that I am currently living.
Someday’s I don’t even feel normal.
But it is amazing regardless 🙂
Introductions must be made-
Meet TURTLE- my spiffy new back brace 🙂 I have to wear this for 6-weeks. I saw an MRI of my spine and its in the shape of a J lovely!
It truly is amazing to read about everyone elses workouts on their blogs. It’s the closest that I have been to running in the past 10 months. I don’t even miss it anymore!
I have not been doing as well as I would like to be in school- taking 3 upper-level classes is too much work for me. I feel like I am always missing something and I am wayy behind everyone else. It is hard not to feel like a failure.
However, I have to make choices that work for me and not compare myself to my smart and amazing peers. I decided to drop my biochem class, mind you biochemistry is my major. But I have not gotten above a 30% on any of the exams.
I have till the 10th to drop this class with a W, but I don’t see any other plan. Hopefully when I drop the class I will be able to focus on my other classes and pull myself up and end the semester on the high note.
Anything will be better than last fall semester where my car exploded!
I always feel the need to set these huge standards for myself, I wish I was like all my other classmates ace all these classes.
I wonder if I am just not smart enough? or if I should change my major?
But, I enjoy my classes.
I just have to learn how to take classes, without overwhelming myself.
It is truly impossible to stay sane without having positive people in your life, I love being able to share my life with someone else. The good, the bad and even the ugly ❤
My life may never be the perfect path that I see it has, but I have done so many things that I could not have imagined. I have overcome many fears. And I am a much stronger human being. Knowing this is a great feeling 🙂
Sometimes it just takes another person to realize how strong we truly are.
I feel like I don’t really write a healthy living blog, but this is my journey to having a happy and healthy future. And I will get there one way or another.
I decided to step outside of my hermit life and get my nails done– I seriously feel pretty!
*Feet pic alert*
I hope no one is grossed out by feet here 😦 But I LOVE my feet, I can always become a foot model, if grad school does not work out. hehe!
On a related note:
There is no one way to reach your goal. Pave your own path!
Feel free to e-mail/comment about your own goals 🙂
I swear there is crack in these!!!